Sunday, January 21, 2007

Emotional turmoil

Staying deliberately vague sucks, and I spent a lot of time debating how to do this entry, and whether or not to do it at all. I'm going through a lot right now, but I've got decades of learning how to cope with life to draw upon. I'll pull through — as I always have — probably stronger, definitely wiser, and with a slightly heavier burden to bear until I can forgive. I'm going to need some time, and possibly some space, but I'll make it through.

Try not to be concerned: the "me you know" isn't going to emerge all that different — I'm past my self-destructive years. Many of you probably won't ever know what hit me, and it's doubtful you'll ever see any "fallout", but thanks for being people I know I can count on.



At Mon Jan 22, 10:50:00 am GMT-5, Anonymous ruth said...

I hope you get whatever help and support you need, ghanima. Personal strength is all very well, but don't forget that sometimes the strongest thing is knowing when to lean on others.

At Mon Jan 22, 01:19:00 pm GMT-5, Blogger ghanima said...

Oh, don't worry, I'm not too proud to lean. I wouldn't be where I am today without having relied on others plenty.

At Mon Jan 22, 03:46:00 pm GMT-5, Anonymous ruth said...

Heh... telling me not to worry is like telling a fish to stay dry... it's just not in my make-up *laugh*

Good luck... I hope the rough patch is a small one.

At Mon Jan 22, 06:58:00 pm GMT-5, Blogger MiraFabulous said...

You know where to find me if you need me.

The offer is a standing one :)

Oh, I am also available to hire French hitmen if need be - I have mastered the lingo. Don't really know where to find one - but the search might be fun ;)

At Mon Jan 22, 07:18:00 pm GMT-5, Blogger ghanima said...

I suppose you can't go through the negotiations of hiring a French hitman, then back out, can you? 'Cause it's just the turns of phrase I'm interested in. ;)

At Tue Jan 23, 10:03:00 pm GMT-5, Anonymous fa_homewood said...

I fervently hope that whatever rough spots you are going through right now will fade sooner than later.

More often than not, time has a unique way of making things turn for the better.

Keep the faith.

At Thu Jan 25, 10:59:00 am GMT-5, Blogger ghanima said...

Thanks, FA, I hope it gets better sooner, rather than later, too...


At Thu Jan 25, 03:49:00 pm GMT-5, Anonymous Kevin said...

Hey Leah... whatever's going on... you're always welcome to drop by or call or whatever. You know where to find us. :)


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